सबर का फाल मीठा होता है!!!

lol. the title is a bit too filmy. but then i think its a bit true. cause i felt the same today. And frankly speaking its as sweet as a RoshoGulla. lol. no kidding but i had really worked hard and probably my senior had belief in me and i had to do justice cause i just couldn't let him down as he had given me the whole responsibility and i think within, my senior wanted to just test me and till today i was still in a fix where i din knew whether i had clearly speared through his all his expectations or have failed on some or there were somethings that i had to still work upon.

But then i think more than ma previously mentioned auspicious day "meeting with Katrina" it was today when i got an award at ma work place for showin a good performance. i felt really gr8. i mean i just couldn't stop smiling. i dunno what was happening but then i was feeling extremely happy, probably the efforts that i had put in had payed off well and i was smiling so much that ma cheeks strtd paining. lol. ya i knw ppl would think this is so kiddish. but then i dunno y i was feeling that way. is it that this was ma 1st ever appreciation that was accepted and honoured in a manner which makes a difference. still dunno. or probably it was because i hadn't received ne of those serious appr. earlier?? dunno, still in a fix. but then the credit also goes to a colleague(subordinate: hate this word) who actually worked really hard. had spend real late nights at office.

But then i think, the credit goes to the one who actually believed in me and probably gave me an opportunity to perform at such a platform and i think this has definitely helped me and has acted like a shot in the arm, as moonshrine says ;).

At one point, was also feeling whether i was over reacting. pata nahee... but i still knw one thing that there are many things that i need to get right and many things that i need to learn. Hope to convert them soon into ma strengths.

(please spare me at these blogs, as m too novice at this.)